alright... i should not be blogging at this time..
and esp when i have a fluoride competency test tmr which i have not studied for.. =p
well since it s an open book open laptop test i guess it should be ok heh

=) my dad came for appt today n i was so happy to see him
love my dad..
something embarrassing happened though:
as i went to greet my dad at the door, swee2 who came in at the same time, said "hey u look so happy today"
i got momentarily distracted from my happy vision of my dad and after mumbling some reply to swee i turned to my dad and said
"uncle can take a seat first and wait for a while?"
-_- '''

yes go ahead and laugh... but that s not all

i was walking up the horribly long flight of stairs to the satellite carpark with mel today
and we were panting away while she went on about how slugs mate (ah yes interesting choice of conversation topic i would say)

mel: all slugs are both male and female *pants* yada yada *pants* yada yada
me: actually i have SCV *pants* .....
mel: what? you have STD???
me: no.. SCV!
and both of us broke into abs-inducing laughter(ok maybe it was just me.. alright dont ask me why i have no abs)

anw the first story kinda show how terrible i am at multi tasking.. or rather.. multi-thinking
i find that i get so lost in my own thoughts some times everything else just seems like background noise

so my dear meh meh.. may i have your forgiveness for "ignoring" you some times

alright gotta go read up on fluoride now..

a quote: "it s the helplessness and the feeling of being stuck that sucks"

♥ ( 1:08 AM ) ♥


hello everyone =)..
have been abducted by an organisation known as s-c-h-o-o-l
but im back now.. (if only for a while)

anw... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER and LINDY! =)...
dont know if u guys will read this though

and im so HAPPY my B1 is back... yaY..
although i know you somehow wish you are somewhere else right now.. =/
hm i know there s nothing much i can do or say to help.. wish i can though

esthero just intro-ed me a song..lucky by jason mraz n it s really nice =)
listen to it..
aint it beautiful when the person you re in love with is your best friend =)
kinda reminds me of the main character and her husband in the book P.S. I Love You which i just borrowed from kristy

Lucky - Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbyeI wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

♥ ( 10:09 PM ) ♥


i guess im not one who loves changes
i like to stay in my comfort zone... doing things i always enjoy doing...
i dont like the unknown.. the unexpected.. (*note:pleasant surprises are always welcome though)
i eat the same food i always like to eat
i guess i like to play on the safe side

no wonder i dont feel so thrilled abt cg tmr
things are so gonna change...
i look at the song we re going to sing and i already feel a dam threatening to burst from my eyes
i think about the people whom i will not longer see every saturday and sunday without fail..
and a tinge of regret sting inside me- that i ve not known them enough.. i ve not fellowshipped with them enough.. i ve not cared for them enough... i've not poured my life out to them enough

i need to learn to cherish the ppl whom God place in my life from now on... learn to not take people and things for granted... esp my family in Christ


That s what friends are for
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

nevertheless.. i put my trust in God that everything will turn out to be good =)
multiplication is good and definitely a necessary thing..

love you s25... my cellgrp and family for the past 5 yrs...


♥ ( 1:50 AM ) ♥


never say something you dont really mean.. cos you never know how much it may mean to someone else...
a thought that came to mind as i was in the shower
funny how i always derive some sort of conclusions or answers when im in the bathroom
anw i guess it s something ppl always do.. so i ve learnt, or learning, not to take ppl's words that seriously anymore oh wells

hmm first week of school is almost over... just one more lecture and one tutorial to the glorious weekend =)
been really quite depressed abt sch... just dragging my feet throughout the days... and not wanting to go to clinics or do labwork. AT ALL.

2nd last term of clinics... so many things to be done.. so little time =S
i can foresee many days of staying back in the dreary lab doing never-ending labwork
how i hate that place... =/

really thank God for evelyn for praying with me tonight... =) love u v much

n thanks mr lukamto for planning a great escapade for my first day of school(although it failed haha)


You never fail to bring peace to my heart...

my Prince of Peace =)

♥ ( 12:43 AM ) ♥


never stray too far from the sidewalk

♥ ( 4:28 PM ) ♥