Friday, February 20, 2009 ♥
really feel like giving up
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ♥ almost here
friendship
what does it entail?
.....
i ve been made to feel i had had too much expectations
but is it really right to expect absolutely nothing from someone you care about
is it that selfless.. ?
that you would continue to do things in his/her best interests, for their happiness,
even if the things they are doing, or not doing, are hurting you like mad
and some times you cant even bear to be near them
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
oh gosh i hate being such an emo momo...
(on another note... i miss you keng moh!)
Thursday, February 5, 2009 ♥
things are not really looking up in school..
seems like my endo n crown competency cases are nowhere confirmed..
schedules clashing with my lab buddy..
exam case is stalled
only 7 more weeks left...
i need a m-i-r-a-c-l-e
some times it s only when you re at the end of yourself..
when you realise so many things are not within your control..
that you let God come in and take over
Proverbs 16:9
A man’s heart plans his way,
But the Lord directs his paths
Monday, February 2, 2009 ♥
i went home like really early from school today... reached home like 6.40pm??
that s really a first since sch started 1 month ago...
it was really nice slacking at home... ate alot of tidbits too..
supposed to prepare a ppt on my perio learning issues though.. =p..
anw im aching so much from my run on sat!!... sheesh.. i cant even walk at a normal pace properly.. pain in my quads and my lower back..
oh dear im sounding like an old woman.. = / ...gonna turn 23!!...
oh man... where did time go?
was just talking with yuka on the way to church yesterday how we dont want to get any older...
(yukaaa.. someone's bday is coming up soooonn hehe)
gosh i should really work out more often so my body wont feel so old..
it s like when i was running.. even my ponytail seemed so weird... it felt like an external attached tail to my head that s swinging out of sync as i run..
and i thought up this weird theory as i run.. that it s cos the hair that s grown out the past 8months or so have not 'run' before.. n so being new to this activity.. they naturally do not know how to bounce correctly in rhythm...
ok dont roll your eyes..
i had a really disturbing nightmare on sunday...
i dreamt my final exams were next week and i have not started studying!...
n my classmates were really worried for me
so well.. guess i should go work on my ppt now.. so even if my nightmare do come true.. i would have something to write about how diabetes affect periodontitis...
anw i was just looking at my previous post and found that somehow in the random photos i ve picked.. the peeps who are in the photos are kinda the ones who are my closer friends in school.. hehe although esther is sadly being represented by BJ =p
Sunday, February 1, 2009 ♥
yay i finally went running...
the last time i did was like last may/june??.. horrifying yes i know..
anyway... new shoess!! with matching new socks.. hehe.. what better motivation to run than a new pair of running shoes =DDDD...(ok nevermind i bought these in dec...)
anw i KO-ed after 15mins.. but managed to persevere for another 10mins... (although the last 8 mins was with the aid of gravity down a slope... )
haha and i bumped into samuel who was bai-nianing near my place.. haha he seemed really shocked to see me... i hope it s just cos he was too surprised and not that i looked like i was going to die... (it was ard the 15min mark)
in the mood to post up some photosss.. =)
1)my grandma and me at the birdpark! hehe this was the 2nd take in which i asked her to smile cos she was frowning in the first one... i love my grandmaaa =)
2) eeyore and me! hehe went out quite a few times with her.. crazy shopping trips with endless walking... and me forcing her to try stuff n even dragging her to the counter to buy a skirt..=p im a sun2 you3.. the reason she goes home late( Bride wars at 11.15pm on friday)
3) haha mel and me!.. in the lab doing our UROP with some laser stuff.. lunch n woe-pouring n joy-sharing buddies.. what would i do in school without u!?
4) my mum n me at reunion dinner!.. haha ppl usu say i look like my dad n nothing like my mum... hmm.. anw i was flushed cos i helped my dad finished 30ml of his XO.. which tasted urg.. burnt my throat too.. this uncle kept refilling his glass.. even though he had to drive later and also has diabetes... -_- ...i coaxed my dad to let me try a bit... but finished it in one gulp.. (n if wataru wai seng n suraj were there.. they would have confirmed im a closet alcoholic)
5) a random photo taken during Ortho Posting quite some time ago... it was hidden in some file in my phone! wai seng me n may2 slacking in a cubicle.. =p
6) a photo with BJ( esthero's crazy hyperactive dog!) that was hidden in the same file.. haha he looked so sad in the photo.. (no i wasnt crushing him)
ok i know the format is quite bad.. but i really suck at this kinda things... n it s late... so well...
